i'm alright... i guess

Saturday, June 30, 2007

She builds quick machines

cts are over. End of story, don't dig up very touchy issues here by asking me to elaborate on how i did lol. All i can say is this:

FUCKED.

Stupid papers.

School totally sucks.

Move on to happier topics:

Yesterday was spent catching up with lang, aaron and kennedy. Went sweelee but din do anything constructive there. Was supposed to buy shoes but then we decided to play counterstrike instead. Lol, managed not to get owned too badly. Lang should seriously stop using awp and sorry aaron lol during knife match, kept accidentally picking up pistols so ya din mean to cheat.

Anyway, before that kennedy said he'll be late cos he had to take lunch with his mum. Then after that he smsed us telling us that he was buying lunch for her. About one plus hour later he said he was still buying lunch for his mum. o_O

After lan i left the group early cos my elder bro din allow me to go to lang's house to eat dinner and gay around. So i went home and went online and got bombarded with requests to go out for 4h gathering. And i found out sweelee was having a sale and persuaded heng to follow me there.

Trip to sweelee sims drive was a failure. Long queue and bloody smokers completely destroyed e mood. So we went to eat lunch with jeremy, cheejun, zenzel and samchong at long john silvers (my least favourite fast-food chain). After that went to play counterstike again in which i owned everybody haha cos the other players were all noob.

After lanning i finally realised that jeremy tan is dating samchong's cousin lol. And cheejun is dating nerissa? Quite hilarious really. Everyone seems to be getting attached but me, which is kinda expected cos i'm already attached to the new boss BD-2 blues driver i bought today haha. Fell in love with her when i saw her through the glass pedal. I was like "woah i gotta try her and play with her all day and night." Kay that was a weird sexual ineundo but you get the point.

Argh feeling pretty blue now. Maybe it's just the withdrawal symptoms of playing too much counterstike? Or have i lost somebody i've really loved? Was this feeling just so... superficial and temporary?

Kay that was random, scratch that.

Monday, June 25, 2007

Pissed off crap

Damn pissing.

Econs was f-ing horrible. All the studying went to waste. Seriously. If I'd known I would have spent the time studying other stuff. All the content you memorize doesn't come in handy when you dunno when to use it in your essay or whether or not it's relevant. Not that I had the time to think about it anyway. Any slower and I wouldn't have completed the bloody paper.

Tommorow is maths. A subject I've been working my ass off for. If I screw up tommorow then I seriously have no hope of aceing anything. History as you all know is my favourite subject but very freaking hard to score cause of the miserable teachers.

Pissed off and mad at everything now lol. Vented my stress by playing the dani california solo 10 times (oh i can roughly start shredding btw =D) and watching the video series lang recommended to me: PokeMAN. Oh well, "Grab your dick and double click" hoho!!

Yup go watch it... me and my younger bro nearly died laughing. "To protect the world from masturbation; to unite all drug dealers within our nation!"

Okay screw it. Gonna fail tmr. Don't laugh you bloody motherf***ers.

Thursday, June 21, 2007

Things on my mind

1. Common Tests

2. Vulgarities

3. Guitar

4. jonmayertommyemmanuelvelvetrevolverslashgunsnrosesredhotchilipeppersmetallica

5. ODAC =D

6.angangangangangangangangangangangangangangangangangangangangang

shit i'm obsessed

Friday, June 15, 2007

Vultures

Nicole's got first and second- degree burns on her thighs now and I think it's my fault.

It's not that I spilt the instant noodles on her, she spilt it accidentally.

But it's more like I could have reacted faster and should have dumped my entire water bottle onto her lap. I mean after nic scalded herself, she just sat there and stoned? That probably worsened the state of the burn. I really should have reacted faster, chances are that if I had, she wouldn't be in so much pain on that day. But oh well, I did my best to rectify the problem after that.

But apart from wednesday's misadventure, I spent the rest of the day mugging and going to some costume party that jiehui's church organized. Just went there to stone around and keep jiehui happy haha. She kept on telling EVERYONE that i was from cat high lol, which kinda got on my nerves cos my cat high history has always been bugging me. Apparantly, a lot of her church friends recognized me cos they're from cat high too. >< So there I was getting swamped with loads of questions like why i left cat high etc. Anyway, I dunno if they know if i'm already a christian cos they're now inviting me to go for more activities lol. Jiehui's already inviting me to go for some red rain concert this sunday. I tried to rope in lang and aaron, jugs and elt but to no avail so i decided to get odac guys instead. If none of them go then lol i'll feel pretty outta place again =(.

Anyway, I watched shrek 3 today with my family. My father's back from brunei until tommorow and my bro's out from ocs for a short holiday. Was supposed to be a happy day but as usual like any other family outing, it always turns out to be a scolding session. Like before we leave we must get nagged at and everyone's mood is spoilt? It didn't help either when it rained cats and dogs to suit the already depressing mood i was feeling. Screw it. My life sucks. I do housework and take care of my sister and that isn't enough for them? I mean at least I help out in the house la, there are some rich bastards who don't even care about their homes. So why can't they for once see the positive side of things and stop demanding so much from us? And why can't family outings be happy times? Sometimes I really dread the holidays cos it's a time when my parents will always bug me and scold me for various random shit.

Speaking of family outings, I'll be going to Paramount hotel later for a bbq by the pool to have a reunion with my dad's side. So i'll be seeing sean yap and my other wonderful cousins lol. Don't feel like talking much later, and i need to run tommorow to burn of all the excess fats i'll be taking in later.

Kay, I haven't done any mugging today. I'm off now!

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Random

Sorry for not updating; sometimes i lose all inspiration to pen down thoughts on cyberspace. Seriously though, blogging isn't all that interesting anymore. But just for the sake of it, lemme write down some shit for all you out there who still read this.

The school holidays are a bore. Everyday goes on by without any interesting event. Now that odac stuff is all over, I feel the pain of schoolwork catching up with me; therefore I've more or less confined myself at home trying to go through the endless chapters of functions all the way to screwy integration. fux.

I'm trying out several different approaches to mugging, namely: trying not to fall asleep and trying to fall asleep while mugging. There are certain things that never fail to put me to sleep such as the economist magazine which serves as a very bedtime story whenever i need to conk out for a power nap. Just today I read 2 articles and promptly fell asleep at the desk. ><

Whenever I'm not pretending to study I find myself playing guitar or surfing youtube lol. Gotta find a way to ban myself from doing those stuff. But sometimes cannot la, fingers itchy and just need to play something. I figure that playing with the guitar is better than playing with the computer or myself lol. So no choice right? Don't fault me for dissipating excess energy on conducive hobbies.

Recently I visited teo-n-teoh and came across a certain video that I got hooked unto. Quite bad la because of all the obscenities in it but heck la. Been trying to figure out all the bass notes on the electric lol. Next time if I have another gig can try singing it. But until then, I'll be working to try to buy some stuff such as a distort and wah pedal. Either that or i'll save up to buy a good guit. Argh no cash lol @#$**!